Nelis kleine Welt

New year - same old songs?

2012-01-20T10:21:00.001+01:00

Hi again!

I'm sorry I didn't write any post since November 3rd.  I had kind of busy days in december with learning and working and preparing for Christmas and besides, I was not really in the mood to write.

Now 20 days have already passed in 2012. I have really been asking myself if the new year would get as eventful as the last one... and guess what? I didn't get to a point, haha :)

BUT... I can't actually complain about how it has started! My brother took me to a party with his friends and it was really good, despite I was suffering from a little fever (which had gone away as soon as I had drunken some hot spiced wine :)).

Now, as you may already know, I am working as a medical masseuse-trainee in Derendingen until the end of February. It's quite cool and I enjoy the time I can spend with people and not being in the office :) I'm learning a lot of new things and am really thankful I can do this! 

And the best of all - we don't have to go to school for twooooo months now! (also till the end of February). It is so relaxing! But it's also kind of weird, coming home on Monday and Wednesday at a "normal" time, not late in the evening... weird, but I like veeeery much :)

On January 4th we had our second big exam in school and we are currently waiting impatiently for the results. I hope we'll get them today or tomorrow... they told us we would receive it within two weeks but... it's already January 20! However, I hope we have all passed. 

Yesterday I was planning my summer holidays. I'd really like to go up north again - maybe doing a round trip which includes Kopenhagen, Stockholm, Helsinki and Tallinn. OR visiting just Sweden. But then I had the glorious idea to drive up to the Nordcape in Norway... Starting in Finland (it's so boring I know but this country is just so fascinating; I can't bear not going there this year *lol*). Now this thought has settled down in my mind and for those who know me: Once I have a thought or a will, I HAVE to realize it :) :)

I am rather curious what my next trip eventually will be - lets get surprised! Of course I will let you know as soon as I know :)

First of all, I am going to visit New York in March (I'm not sure if I haven't already told you.  If so, please excuse me). But at the time I am not really looking forard to it... and I dont't know why! Maybe because it will be so damn expensive and I don't have a lot of money or mabye because it will get pretty exhausting with my friends *lol* We'll see..

Uff. Now I'm done. Hope I didn't forget anything to tell. Anyway, as I know nobody ever reads this it's not so bad if I didn't write everything down.

Seeeee ya... soon?  

Rest in peace...

2011-11-03T21:05:00.001+01:00

.... dear Grandpa!

Today my mother called me to tell me that Grandpa died two days ago due to an cardiac arrest. He had some diseases but nothing that would indicate such a sudden death. It's really good for him that he could pass this way and had not to suffer from his diseases, far from it! He was really active and enjoyed life, even he was living alone. Now he's gone. It's quite strange to think about this.... I think I won't really realize till his burial.

Well... there are a lot of other things happening right now, but they seem pathetic to complain about, compared to this breaking news I got this evening.

So I hope you are all doing well and that you don't have anything to worry about.
Have a nice weekend!

Why?!

2011-10-18T22:00:00.001+02:00

I'm done. I'm worn out. I'm frustrated and I hate the world I'm living in.

My birthday was great, the followed weekend was okey till Sunday evening... then I got really hurt but whatever.... some people would say: That's life! ^^ haha... great, thank you.

Now I'm watching soccer on TV but I should write one of my approximately 1000 reports for school. How pathetic!

I know I'm exaggerating now but it's how I feel. All I wish is having finished my further education, having a job and earning enough money so I don't have to worry all the time. Besides it would be great if there would be someone on my side but as we know, love's cruel.

That's it. Hope you're all doing well or at least better than me.

Best friends

2011-10-06T21:16:00.001+02:00

What a surprise... After a long and hard day I was looking forward to a warm soup. As I got home, my neighbour, my room mate and her sister were cooking! And guess what? They made pumpkin soup with foccaccia! Mjam! My evening has now ended perfect and I really like living here :)

No comment :)

2011-10-02T21:37:00.003+02:00

WG-Läbe rocks! :D

Weekend!! Weekend?!

2011-09-30T12:03:00.001+02:00

Hi there

What a night... I couldn't get any sleep last night, it was really annoying. I don't know why... I was just thinking and thinking and thinking... it would be nice if I could ever find the off-button of my brain, but I never succeeded :(
That's the reason why I'm now totally grounded and so f*** ing tired!

But instead of going home after work, I have to go to school in an half an hour, until 9.45 p.m.... the same for tomorrow!! Bye weekend, it was nice to meet ya... :(

But well, at least I am happy, anyway. Crazy thing called love *lol*

Bye bye!

Song of the weekend

2011-09-25T22:44:00.001+02:00

Anyone who felt like I do
Anyone who loved like I do
Anyone who wasn't ready to fall
Knows it never really happens at all

Life's too short to enjoy it

2011-09-22T11:25:00.000+02:00

Dear Followers

Have you ever been in the situation where you'd like to give a piece of sh*** to everything what's happening in the world and everything you're doing right now?! I guess you have.

To me it seems like I have been quite often in this situation since the last few months :D

I am currently writing a report about some physiology things, describing what happens in your body when you get a massage. It is interesting, I have to admit that. But.... I feel like I'm doing a bachelor of medicine here and not becoming a medical masseuse... :D So... what's it good for?!

Anyway... back to my question above. Because of this report and some other facts of my life, I am actually in the mood to give up everything and just do... I don't know. Just live. Not just exist, but live.

I'll not give you an explanation about my opinion of living now cause you'd not be finished with reading by tomorrow.

I'm not sure what I wanted to tell you with this post but... I had to write it down. I have to go back to my report now :D

Thanks for reading and sharing my problems *lol*

Song of the day - eligible to my current mood

2011-09-21T22:56:00.001+02:00

Every time I see you
Oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seemslike I can't let go

Every time you leave the room
I feel I'm fading like a flower
Fading like a rose

Father is that enough?

2011-09-18T12:16:00.000+02:00

Father, is that enough?

You came into my life, boy

I didn't find the words to let you know

We were like strangers, heaven knows

With a many ways to go

But it's all over now, right before we started

It's all over now, it's weather blown away

No, you don't need no sacrifice

nor hide the risin' sun

Made a million, got it all

Father, is that enough?

Remember I was lonely

I was nowhere

Couldn't stand the pain I wore

And yeah, I keep learning

Live's livin'

so much more than words can say

But it's all over now, no gambling with my soul

It's all over now, I found my ways to go

Let it be

Don't know who's to blame
Don't know who was wrong
Love has died too soon
After all had just begun
Something in your eyes
Tells me you still care
Oh I swear

Deep inside my heart
Deep inside my soul
Something tells me no

can't let you go
Saw it in your eyes
Last time when we met
I will never forget

How can you say
Our love is gonna last forever
How can you go
With this empty broken heart of mine

Let it be, let it be
Love's like a gun on me
Let it be, let it be
Like a bag of broken glass
I was killed in the name of love

You never see it comin'
Doesn't tell you when it goes
Think it's gettin' near
Suddenly it's gone
Dirty little game
Don't even know your name
You just wouldn't say

Did you ever worried
Askin' maybe please
I knew you couldn't take it
I would get on my knees
Searching for way out
But there ain't no doubt
It's like going blind

How can you say
You love me but it's better
This way
If you don't need it anymore
I'm drowning down like
Never before

Should have never let you go

Worn out

2011-09-17T18:28:00.000+02:00

It's Saturday eve and I'm home... finally!

This week was quite exhausting cause we had to go to school 4 times, today's inclusive. Very stressful...

Now I'd like to go jogging but... thanks to our teacher in school, I'm not allowed to go because of my problems with my ligamenti on the left foot :( So I'm gonna spend my evening at home, maybe with reading a good book or watching TV.

I'd really like to go to Langnau to watch SCL vs. HCL but I'm too tired to leave my comfy room again :)

I'm really not in the mood to write more... I know that practically nobody reads this blog so I'm not afraid to disappoint anyone :D

Out of my own

2011-09-12T13:54:00.000+02:00

How frustrating!

Everybody in the office is out to amuse theirselves on the office trip whilst I'm sitting here in my chair.... Unfortunately I could not attend the trip cause I have to go to school this evening...
Sometimes I really hate my further education! I can't afford not going today cause we'll dealing with some complicated anatomy things.

But well... at least I only work 60% so I have my days off anyway :)

As I told already yesterday, Lisa and I are really going to have our second wall tattoo! We're currently busy choosing the font and the motive... it's so funny :) But we'll tap that thing to the kitchen wall, not as prevously intended on the living room wall.

I hope this is gonna work... we'll see! More information are followed... :)

One week living in Berne

2011-09-11T22:37:00.000+02:00

Wohooow...

Two days since my last post! Do you see the progress I made? :D

I'm living in Berne now for a week. After some troubles (amongst other with the internet, thanks to my room mate :D) I'm settled and feeling comfortable now. Yesterday we had our first "Get-together-BBQ" in our big garden. It was great!

I spent my sunday with my brother and his colleague at the Aare river. He showed my some cute place called "Aare-Schlaufe". We went swimming, played some Speedminton and I built a sand castle (which was flooded the time we got back from playing Speedminton...).

Now Lisa and I hung up our new "wall tattoo" in our living room (see the picture on the left). It looks funny! We'd really like to have another one which's saying "Where the f*** is that stupid prince with his horse?!" :) It would look great on the opposite wall :)

All in one it was a cozy, sunny Sunday and I'm looking forward to the next one... even if I don't know what it's gonna bring.

See ya

PS: We lost our match yesterday 2:6 6:7. Shit happens! It was just too hot ;)

Time passes too fast!

2011-09-09T23:35:00.000+02:00

Hi there!

What a looong time has gone since my last post... over a year's passed now! Incredible....

Many many maaany things have happened the last year. I'm currently not in the mood to tell you everything, cause it would mean no good for my soul to repeat all the worse stuff again. It's been a hard time and I don't wanna recall it.

So... today I'm at home at my parent's in Thun. I've moved to Berne again last weekend. I'm living now with Lisa, Jvan and Manuel. It's quite cool! Lisa and I share an apartment and so do the guys.

Today I went playing Tennis with my father cause I had to test a new racket. I'm going to play a double match tomorrow and I didn't want do get on the court with the new racket without any practise. I'm really looking forward to the match and hope we'll win :)

Now I'm watching the US Open: Andy Roddick vs. Rafa Nadal. Andy's loosing.... :( Apparently it's not his best day. But what can I tell... I know this so very well :)

I'd really like to write more posts in the future but... we'll see if I can hold my promise :)

This is it for today...
Bye!

Busy days

2010-04-04T21:54:00.000+02:00

Hellooo!

Unbelievable, I'm writing again! :)

I had some kinda busy days this week. A lot happened since last Sunday...

I think I'll begin on Monday: Work was boring as usual, I wasn't really motivated but as I got home, I was really looking forward to going to the athletics training cause it was the first time since autumn we got outside again. So as I was preparing for it, my dad came in to my room to tell me that he was on his way to the hospital, to visit his mother. I was very surprised and asked if there's something wrong and he told me that she was in a bad condition. I decided to go to the training anyway and told him to call me if something went wrong. On Tuesday, both my parents went to the hospital to visit my grandma again and they got home very late. They told me that her condition was worse again and I began to really worry about it. Wednesday I got to work but couldn't really concentrate on what I was doing. I knew my grandma didn't do well and I was very worried. By the time I got home and prepared for gymnastics training, my mother called me and asked If I'd like to come and visit my grandma one last time. She told me she thinks my grandma wouldn't make it for the night. So I went to the hospital to see my dear grandma sleeping in peace. She looked so damn worse, it tore my heart... my parents and me got home soon and one and a half hour later, my aunt called us to tell us that my grandma was gone. Phu. This was sooo fast... I haven't even really realized it yet! But that's life. I'm glad she didn't had to suffer this long and I'm also glad she's now with her husband again.

But now something enjoyable: Friday evening I went to Phipu and on Saturday we played Squash, cooked our dinner and baked some really good tasting carrot pie. It was fun! :) Today we went visiting his mother and sister to have some easter brunch and we brought our pie with us. We had a very good brunch and after we had to search our "easter nests". It was quite amusing... :) So thanks a lot for this cheerful Sunday! I was glad to have some good time and to be kept off from some sad days!

I think this is it..... Tomorrow I'm gonna hop back to my training programm and will have to do a lot of sports. Then I'm gonna have to work again, unfortunately! But I think I'm gonna bear this week :)

See ya next time!

7 weeks left till exam

2010-03-27T16:57:00.000+01:00

27 March 2010 - there are only 7 weeks left till 17 May 2010, till the exam in Magglingen.

I'm not really nervous yet, but don't worry, that'll change, at least in two or three weeks...

My trainings were well, I think I'm about 3 times better prepared than last year. Still, there are some exercises, particularly in gymnastics where I have to worry about. But I know I'm gonna do it! I'll be so much relieved when the exam is over, even when I won't know the result yet.

Two years of training almost every day are enough - I'm exhausted, physically and mentally. But I'm glad I did it again cause it is really the education I'd like to do.

Besides, if I fail again, I'm gonna start education this year anyway - the one as a medical masseuse in Bern. I am really looking forward to doing something better than sitting in my office and being the handyman, literalily.

In this occasion I would like to say a big THANK YOU to my beloved boyfriend who was always there for me, every day in this crazy two years... he never stopped believing in me (did you? ;)) and I'm so glad for this! And I know he will love me, wheter I'm gonna start my studies in Magglingen or go to school in Bern. Of course he would be more pleased if I would being educated as an masseuse cause of his own profit... :) But I know he won't be sad if I could make it in Magglingen :) So, dear Phipu, thank you again for your unbelievable support! I'm never gonna forget this :)

Well, this is it again for the day... I think I won't write again before 17 of May. As soon as I get the result, I will post it on this site.

Thanks for reading and - see you in two months!

New Job :)

2009-08-16T18:36:00.000+02:00

Hey there

A long time's gone since the last post - I'm sorry!

But I really didn't had the time to write, I was always busy.

First of all: I've got a new employment. Due to the denunciation I got from EURO<26>

Now I'm working for Emch+Berger AG in Bern. This is an architecture, engineering and planning agency and I'm employed in the secretariat.

Well.... On 25th and 26th May 09 I've participated the entrance examination of Magglingen to study sports. Unfortunately, I failed. It was very very hard and I've trained all days long to get there. But well, I'll try again next year. Now I have to exercise again and sometimes, this is quite hard cause sometimes my motivation gets lost.

But: Champions fail, real champions rise up again!

So, my plans for the next half a year: Training, training, training and... working :)

Oh, I almost forgot something else:

From 1st August to 8th August, I went to Finland with my boyfriend. It was sooooooo beautiful!! I'd really like to go back again and spend much more time, travelling, sight seeing.... and so on.
But this is a dream and I know that this dream will come true some day.

Yeah, and on 8th August, my boyfriend and me have had our fifth anniversary of our relationship.... Cool, isn't it? :) I'm as happy with him as I was five years ago :)

So, this is it. I've got to enjoy this beautiful Sunday. It was very hot today and just sunny.

See ya next time!

Working again!

2008-10-13T20:10:00.000+02:00

Good evening everyone...

Yes, it's true, finally I found a job!! It's great. I got it on September 26 and I'll begin on the first of November. It's a commercial job in a company who's called Euro26.

I'll have to do commercial stuff like E-Mailing, phoning, correspondency... but sometimes also Promotions with the whole team. There are a lot of young people like me in the team, they're at least just one or two years older than me.

The enterprise is located in Bern. This is gonna be an experience again, because of commuting all days... I don't like it! And I'll have to go up very early... this is gonna be a bit hard in the beginning, cause the last two months were like vacation for me... of course I worked in Migros, but mostly just half a day and not every day! (Fortunately, because it's driving you mad to work all day in this supermarket... ;))

But of course I'm looking forward to doing this job, even if I'm a bit afraid. You ask why? Cause I didn't work for a year... I'm scared of knowing nothing and doing everything the wrong way.... but I think this will work.

Well, that's it! Oh no, by the way... I turned 20! Yes... 20. Very very very old... Dear! Life's hard.
But I'll give my best =D

Thanks for reading!
Have a good time....

unemployment =(

2008-08-05T20:49:00.000+02:00

Hey folks...

A couple of months are gone since the last post.

I got the school degree in July and I reached a grade of 4.7 - it's ok for me.

Know I'm still working at Migro's and I'm not really happy about this! Cause I'd like to find a full time job, to earn enough money... as you know I intend to study sports next year and this is gonna cost a loooot of money. But no one needs me! No one wants to give me work... it's depressing.

But I won't give up, I'll go on with applying for jobs, hoping there's someone who gives me a chance... Otherwise I'll end up poor and unhappy ;)
No no, this is a bit exaggerated.... =)

Yeah.. what else I got to tell ya? Don't know... Oh yeah, maybe that I hurted my left foot?

Last week I was playing soccer with a colleague. I was dribbling with the ball when it happened... I twisted my ankle!! Now I'm not allowed to do sport except for swimming and cycling. It's soooooo boring, depressing and bothering!!! I really don't know how I'm gonna bear this!!
This is hell!! (I know I'm exaggerating again)

Well... let's do the best.

Hope you all are fine...

take care!

Vive le français! =)

2008-04-01T20:11:00.001+02:00

Heiho!

What a day...
Today I received my results of the DELF exam (diplôme d'études en langue française)!
I achieved 83 of100 points... not bad at all! The fewest points I got were in the writing
production, only 15 of 25. But in return, I reached 25 points of 25 in speaking! Wow! I would never have dreamed of!
Yeah, so I had a happy day today, although I had to work. But at least I can earn some money.
And what else should I do in holidays, except for reading exam books and workin on the
art project?

By the way... last week our class spent some days in Rasa, a little little village in Ticino. It was
beautiful!
The village contains just about 20 houses and is lying in the middle of the Alps, on 890 metres
above sea level. It's absolutely calm up there, you hear nothing except for some birds,
singing their songs. Just great! We were there for drawing, painting and sketching the houses, flowers, mountains
and so on. We also learned how tho paint watercolour and some other stuff.
In the evenings, we most watched a movie, like "im Juli" or "as it is in heaven". It was a great time, but a bit short, because we went on Tuesday after Easter Monday and went home again on Friday.
Traveling was a bit exhausting. On the way to Ticino, our train had a delay of 10minutes.
But not enough. Before we arrived Domodossola, our train was standing in the tunnel for approximately 30 minutes. So we missed our scheduled connecting train. We had to wait in Domodossola for 1 1/2 hours, then the connecting train leaved 15 minutes later. The result of this delay was, that we had to disturb the "manager" of the funicular to Rasa in his lunch break! He was not amused...
2 hours later as predicted, we arrived in Rasa.

On the way home it was almost the same procedure. At 18.00 in Domodossola we had to find out, that the train from Domodossola to Brig was dropped out... This meant we had
to catch a bus, which leaved not before 19.00!
Very good... But at least the bus came. But then, the bus driver took us only to
"Iselle"! (Please don't ask where this is). There we had to leave the bus and go on by train. We catched the train, never knowing where it goes to. But we were lucky, it went to Brig.
In Brig we had again to change the train to get to Thun or Berne. Approximately on 9.30
I was at home - again with a delay of 2 hours... Unbelieavable! But I'm alive =)

Now, as you already know, I've holidays and a lot to do. But in the third week, I'm going to France, to spend a week with some colleagues and my boyfriend. We're going to "Giens", in the south of France.
I'm looking forward to it!

I think this is it... Oh no, i forgot something: One month or so ago, I decided to begin studying sports in Magglingen. If I'll pass the entrance examination...
You may ask yourself why I'm so sure of this intention...? It's because of some
"information day" in school in February, where all fields of study were introduced to the students. I thought I might listen to the introduction of sports and so I did. I was absolutely convinced!
This is the best study I ever could do, it's perfect for me! I hope I'm going to think the same in a year... ;) No, I'm motivated to pass the exam and I'm already doing some more workout in swimming to reach the given time for swimming 100metres in
crawl and breaststroke.

Now... this is it!!
I hope you were not bored by reading this... But maybe it's gonna last again a couple of weeks before I write again. So enjoy the silence, have a nice week and see you!!

Dumdidum...

2008-02-05T18:30:00.000+01:00

Actually I don't really know what to write but I thought it would be good to practise the english writing once more...

I don't wanna tell you much about school, it's always the same. I had an acceptable school report what means I'm still there :)
We already got our subject for the artistic exam in summer. It's "relax". I'm not really enthusiastic
about that, but well.... I'll have to do something!

Next month, on March 29, a so called "Volleyball-Night" is taken place in Thun. I'm really looking forward to it! We're a team
of 6 people and it's funny that we all have our birthdays between
September and November! What a combination of people... =)

And next month too, on March 15, I'm gonna have my DELF exam in Berne. (Diplôme d'Etudes en Langue Française) I'm a lil' bit scared 'cause I'm not as good in French as in English, but a lot of learning will do =) By the way: Please keep your fingers crossed for me! Thanks =D

Well, it doesn't make much sense to go on with writing cause I don't have enough stuff. So I hope next time you can read more.

Cya then!

Happy New Year! =)

2008-01-13T12:42:00.001+01:00

Hey you....

Time passed by since the last time I wrote... sorry about that! But I know that no-one reads this so it isn't as bad as it sounds =)

Life's the same as usual, I'm still the same girl, just the year has changed. By the way, happy new year ;) School holidays are over, lousily two weeks. But they were ok. I was twice snowboarding and skiing, once with my boyfriend (thank you for being so patient!!) and once with some guys and girls I know from school.
The rest of the holidays I spent with sewing clothes for a school project. May I tell you what? This was so difficult!! Hell.... by the way, thanks a lot to my mum who helped my out of every desperate situation!! She's such a patient mum... Hardly to believe! ;)
But now, the clothes are finished and they look kind of nice. Especially the trousers. I'm gonna wear them always
for working, I've decided that already =) I'm glad it's over, even if I haven't yet finished ALL clothes... one piece is missing, a pull-over, but I decided to leave it, as my colleague leaves maybe also a piece. Well then... Apart from these troubles with sewing, I had a wonderfully romantic New Year's Eve!

My boyfriend and I went to the "Üedeli" (is this written right??) in Münchenbuchsee. We took some candles, two blankets and a champagne and sat down on a bench. To our luck there weren't any clouds and so we watched the stars shining.... so beautiful! But it was a little bit cold... That's the reason why after half an hour or so, it wasn't as comfortable to me, so we went home again. But it was however just wonderful! Thanks! By the way... I love you!! =)

Now it's Sunday again and I miss my boyfriend - he's spending some days with school in the Netherlands. He's going to be back today evening, but I can't wait this long... =( Anyway, life goes on, as you know already =D
I think I've said enough stuff and I hope it didn't bother you much.

So have a nice week-end and a good start tomorrow...
Bye!

Life goes on

2007-10-31T16:28:00.000+01:00

Hi there... (if anyone ever reads this)

I'm back from holidays since three weeks now... long time, isn't it?

Me and my boyfriend had a great time together in Lugano. We changed our plan and stayed one day longer in Agno so I could watch my favourite Icehockeyteam preparing for their next game. On Friday, instead of Thursday, we went to the Verkehrshaus in Luzern. We couldn't see everything cause this building is huge! But the Imax-Film about Bears was great. (What a big screen!!)

We had always good weather in Lugano. Okey, the nights were a lil' bit freezing and I was often frightened cause I always heard some noise around the tent. One night my boyfriend went out and came smiling back to the tent with the news, that my noises are just made by an hedgehog!
(It was a sweet little thing :-))

So I'm back in school now and things aren't goin' on as well as they should. But I give my best, focus on my skills and go through this whole thing. We'll see if this is gonna be the right decision,
at least next summer, when exams are on!

Well, that's it! Cya soon

Holidays in Lugano

2007-10-05T21:14:00.000+02:00

Tomorrow my boyfriend and I are going to Lugano, to spend your holidays together, as I've already written below.

I hope we'll have good weather!
Cya at least on Saturday...

Visiting my company where I completed my apprenticeship

2007-09-27T11:47:00.000+02:00

Today I visited Gerber-Stegmann Company where I spent my last three years graduating the apprenticeship as an commercial trainee.

It was very funny cause everything was the same old story as before. Unfortunately, I saw my ex-boss too. I hoped not so see him because we don't have and never had a really good relationship. He just said a short "hello" and I was extra friendly but that where the only words we changed. All other employees were pleased to see me, especially Ramona, who completed her apprenticeship the same time as me. We had good conversations and she told me some very amusing stories about the company. As I said: Everything's the same old story!

Unfortunately, one of my preferred employees wasn't there cause he's got holidays. I really hoped to see him! After I got outside, I wrote him an sms. He said he was a little bit disappointed but I responsed that it's not my fault cause I couldn't now he's on holidays! Now we hope to see us another time. Maybe I'll visit all of them again this holidays.

Yeah, that's it. I'm glad my time's over in this company and I don't have to work ever again there!!
Some of the people I miss, there's no question about it. But you have to do best with the situation given to you.
I hope you enjoyed this post, see you!

Holidays

2007-09-23T11:45:00.000+02:00

On Friday we had the last day in school before holidays. I was really pleased cause school isn't as easy as I thought. Now I'll have enough time to do many many things which I couldn't do during the last 6 weeks. Tomorrow I have to go to work, but just in the afternoon. Next Friday and Saturday I'll work too, the whole day. This is a little bit hard but it's the only way to earn some money!

And I need the money, cause on 6th. October I'm going to Lugano with my boyfriend. There we're going to see a Ice-Hockey match between my and his preferred team.
After, we're moving on to Agno, near the Lake Lugano. There we'll spend some days and visit Lugano and Melide.
After three or four days, we're going to Luzerne, where we'll visit the Museum of traffic. Then, on 12nd October, we're going back home. And on 11st October I'm celebrating my 19. birthday!
Hell I'm gonna be old...
Well, that's it =)

Cya maybe next week or after the holidays

Sportsday

2007-09-20T17:55:00.000+02:00

Today my school arranged a sportsday in Berne, which means everyone could do
whatever she or he wants.
We could play table-tennis, we could run 80metres, we could play Golf or
we could do Aerobic, just to give a few examples.

I ran approximately 8 times 80metres and my best time was 12.47seconds.
Then I attended a skating-contest. There I reached the second place.

The weather was beautiful, we had almost 20degrees. I spent a good
day in Berne and I hope next year there's another sportsday!

New Language

2007-09-20T17:36:00.000+02:00

I decided to write my posts from now on in English. Because I've never really spoken English again since my last lesson in school in March. So this is a good opportunity to keep my skills.

Anyway, there aren't so many people who ever read my posts so it's not important if I make some mistakes. :-)

Erfolgreiche Prüfung, Teil 2

2007-07-05T14:42:00.000+02:00

Sodeli, mittlerwiä wärä o d'Lehrabschlussprüefigä gschafft!!!!

Yes, ändlech! Itz muesi no 2 Wuchä schaffä u när bini niiiiiämeh Bimbo!!! :D

Erfolgreiche Prüfung, Teil 1

2007-06-26T11:27:00.000+02:00

Sodeli, nach meh aus 3 Mönet gibi mau wider mi Sänf i dä Blog.

I ha hüt erfahrä dasi i di gstauterischi BMS ufgno wordä bi. Diä faht de am 13. Ouguscht 2007 ds Bärn a. I fröiä mi riisig, u hoffä, dass das de ändlech ds richtigä isch für mi :)

Kleiner Eisbär Knut

2007-03-27T20:47:00.000+02:00

Reiseträume

2007-02-23T21:00:00.000+01:00

1 Tag bevor dem Weekend

2007-02-01T20:07:00.000+01:00

Donnschti, 1. Februar 2007, 20:09.

Morn um diä Zit hani scho sit drü Stung Wuchenänd.
Welch herrlicher Gedanke!
Äs Wuchenänd zum nüt machä, usschlafä, schlittlä mitem
Wuschu und chli ds tröimä. Was wottmä meh?

Und mitem Wuchenänd isch oscho wider ä Wuchä dürä,
was heisst äs geit itz no genau 6 Mönetu de hani d'Lehr fertig!
Finito, juhee!! Vorusgsetzt natürlech i bestah :D
Aber da ja niemmer a mir zwifletbini zuäversichtlech =)
När faht hoffentlech öpis nöis a, ä nöii Herusforderig, ke trischtä KV-
Autag me! Ach wini mi fröiä....

I wünschä a derä Steu aunä wo oscho gli
d'Lehrabschlussprüefig hei us chum chöi erwartä
viu Glück i denä 6 Mönet, nämets nid ds schwär...
U gniesset fangs ds Wuchenänd =)

Bilder von den Skiferien in Adelboden

2007-01-21T18:32:00.000+01:00

Sodeli, da mau ändlech no äs paar Biudli vo Adubodä.
Äs isch wunderschön gsi, mau abgseh vom unkonstantä Wätter (mau schön, mau scheisse, wider schön, wider scheisse... =))

Süsch mani da eigläch gar nid so viu schribä. Schifahrä fägt haut eifach! Punkt. =)

2006-12-18T18:25:00.000+01:00

Schneeee, Schneeeee, Schnee und nomau Schneeee!!

I 2 Wuchä isches sowit: Mi Schätzu u i gö id Feriä uf Adubodä!! Oleee, oleee, olee...
Das heisst: Ä ganzi Wuchä schiinä, boardä, im Schnee umähüpfä, usruhiä, 's gmüetlech ha... was gits schöners?!

Für aui diä wo o chli gö ga Pistä unsicher machä: Wünschänech viiiu Spass, gniessets und: Hoffentlech hets de aber o Schnee *g*

DRS3 Party Bierhübeli Bern

2006-12-10T21:47:00.000+01:00

From the left to the right: Lisä, Jvan, Mänu, Beni and mini Wenigkeit...
I ma gar nid meh schribä aus: Äs isch haaaaammer gsi!! Cya next year!
Mersi dankä und tschüss :D

Wuchenänd, Fiumä, Einsamkeit....

2006-12-03T17:25:00.000+01:00

"Es gibt Tage, die sollten nie enden und Nächte, die sollten nie gehn..."

Ä Zilä usemnä Lied vo dä Toten Hosen.
Geschter isch sonä Tag gsi wo niä hätt söuä hörä. De wär itz immerno Samschti u nid scho Sunnti abä.
D'Nacht vo Hüt uf Morn sött o niä hörä. De wär nämlech när nid scho umä Mänti u i chönnt viläch no chli meh Zit mit mim Schätzu verbringä u würd mi nid so einsam füehlä..

Aber wi heissts ja so schön: Nöiä Tag, nöii Wuchä, nöis Glück. Ob das stimmt wärdämer ja de gseh. Fakt isch, das d'Täg vom Wuchenänd eifach immer viu zschnäu dürägöh. Da bini äuä nid di Einzigi wo das merkt. U bevor i itz da no witer so belangloses Züg stussä, wetti no schnäu ä Fiumkritik abgä, nämlech zu Walk the line.

Johnny Cash hatte es nicht leicht in seiner Kindheit. Sein geliebter Bruder Jack starb früh, die Familie war arm und das Verhältnis zu seinem Vater war nicht gerade das beste. In jungen Jahren zieht Johnny aus. Er reist nach Deutschland in die Armee. Später heiratet er seine Jugendliebe Viviane. Zu Beginn arbeitet Johnny als Vertreter, der von Haustür zu Haustür zieht. Ohne Erfolg. Nun versucht es Johnny mit seinen zwei Freunden als Musiker. Sie erhalten tatsächlich einen Plattenvertrag! Bald beginnt das Tourenleben unter dem Namen "Johnny Cash and the Tennessee two". Auf Tournee lernt Johnny die berühmte June Carter kennen. Sofor fühlt er sich zu ihr hingezogen. Doch sie lehnt ihn ab. Johnny stürzt ab in Drogen, hintergeht seine Frau, ist nie zu Hause und alles andere als ein guter Vater. Und immer wieder probiert er es bei June Carter, die ihn aber jedes Mal zurückweist. Johnny versinkt in den Pillen und im Liebeskummer. Seine Frau verlässt ihn, er lebt zurückgezogen und für ihn gibt es nur noch etwas: June, June und nochals June. Und June besinnt sich endlich...

Kritik:

Ein sehr einfühlsamer, trauriger, emotionsvoller und sehr schöner Film.
Tolle Musik, tolle, herausragende Schauspieler (alle Lieder singen sie selber!!) und tolle Geschichte. Es ist eine Mischung aus Biografie, Liebesgeschichte und Musikfilm. Einfach grandios

2006-11-26T16:58:00.000+01:00

Es ist mitten in der Nacht und ich schlafe nicht,
weil ich dir tausend Gedanken schick, und ich dich immer mehr vermiss.
Du liegst neben mir, ich kann dich nicht spüren
und ich kann sie nicht ignorieren, die Angst dich zu verlieren.
Zu glauben, dass es dir gut geht, und dass du nicht an mich denkst,
tut mir weh, es ist ein mieses Gefühl, das mich so quält.

Denkst du nie zurück an unsere Anfangszeit,
wo es gut war, nur verliebt zu sein
und zu hoffen, dass man dem Anderen reicht?
Und wann kam dieser Tag, als da erste Zweifel waren,
ob unser Weg wirklich endlos ist?

Was kann man tun, wenn das Herz brennt,
wenn die Flamme sich immer tiefer in die Seele frisst?
Was kann man tun, wenn das Herz brennt,
wenn außer Asche von der Liebe nicht viel übrig ist?
Was kann man tun?

Woher kommt der Hass, der uns verleitet
immer wieder anzugreifen, um jedes bisschen Nichts zu streiten?
Mit messerscharfen Worten stechen wir auf uns ein,
zerschneiden unsere Liebe - wir sind hilflos dabei.

Was kann man tun, wenn das Herz brennt,
wenn die Flamme jede Hoffnung aus der Seele frisst?
Was kann man tun, wenn das Herz brennt,
wenn außer Asche von der Liebe nichts mehr übrig ist?
Man kann nichts tun...

2006-10-30T18:44:00.000+01:00

Fingä das Biud eifach hammer...
Gäu Schätzu.... ;)

Some Pictures

2006-10-15T17:18:00.000+02:00

Geburifescht =D

2006-10-15T16:49:00.000+02:00

Samschti, 14. Oktober 2006, 19:20 Uhr:

Schätzu, Jvan, Beni u ds Gabi si bi mir itroffä, itz cha Party losga!
Agfangä wird mitemnä Apéro mit Bier u Litchi u öpis zknabberä... Witer geits mitem Houptgang: beleiti Brötli, aui säuber gmacht (ha huerä lang gha =D) u ufghört heimer mit dr Schwarzwäuderturtä. Zwüschinn hani no dörfä Gschänkli uspackä. Fürächo isch ä Schoggichuechä, ä Kaländer, äs Bon Jovi T-shirt, ä "Löu" für ads Outo und ä ultrakulä mega schönä Badmantu mit verstecktä Süessigkeitä sowi äs härzigs T-Shirt.

Somit mau: Mersi viu mau für di super Gschänkli Lütlis!!

Nachem Dessärt hets ä Rundi Genial Daneben gä, fasch so wi im Fernseh. Läck i ha scho lang nüm sooo viu glachet!!! Äs isch eifach dr hammer gsi =)

Dankä viu mau aunä für dä Abä geschter, äs het eifach soumässig gfägt!!! Dankä für aues, hoffä öich hets o gfauä!!

Miss you

2006-10-13T21:43:00.000+02:00

Sehnsucht.

Ein Wort, ein grosses Gefühl, ein Gefühl das mich im Moment übermannt.
Sehnsucht, Verlangen, vermissen, begehren. All diese Wörter brennen sich in meinen Körper, fressen sich leise einen Weg bis zu meinem Herzen.
Und alles nur, weil du nicht bei mir bist.
Weil du ganz weit weg von mir bist. Weil ich dich erst morgen wieder sehe, aber doch schon heute begehre!
Ich kann es nicht ertragen, dich nicht bei mir zu haben.
Vermisse dich so sehr, jede Minute immer wie mehr.

Sehnsucht. Ein Wort, ein grosses Gefühl, ein Gefühl welches ich nicht mehr loswerde, bis ich dich sehe. Bis du mich in deine Arme schliesst, bis so alles Glück in meinen Körper fliesst. Sehnsucht. Ein Wort, das ich nicht gerne höre und auch nicht gerne fühle. Bald wird es vorüber sein, dann fühle ich mich nicht mehr so klein.

Werdegang eines KV-Lehrlings

2006-10-06T11:29:00.000+02:00

Vor KV-Lehrtochter über Chef-Ichöiferin zur Chef-Sekretärin.
Das isch ä churzä Beschrib vo mim Ufstig idä letschtä 2 Täg :D

Geschter hani fürä Vormittag am Platz vom Chef-Ichöifer dörfä schaffä.
Mues sägä, dä Platz gfautmer!! Är ligt eifach perfekt =)

Hüt bini churz agsteut gsi aus Chef-Sekretärin, sprich i bi im Chefsässu ghocket u ha am PC garbeitet. Wirdes hüt Nami nomau so ha...

I weis ni wiso mini Person itz so gfragt isch, aber schlächt isches ni. ;D

Fazit: Chef wetti nid si, Chef-Ichöiferin o nid, aber am Platz vom Chef-Ichöifer schaffä, das wärs =)

Messi...

2006-10-01T12:18:00.000+02:00

Wett a derä Steu numä hurti schnäu sägä:

Merci mi Schatz für das schönä Wuchenänd!
I plangä scho itz druf, di wider ds gseh....

Schueuferiä

2006-09-28T20:03:00.000+02:00

*sniif* hüt isch dr letscht Schueutag gsi bevor 3 längi Wuchä Herbschtferiä aföh.

Was bitteschön söu ig mit 3 Wuchä Schueuferiä?! Das heisst i mues gschlagni 3 Wuchä ga büglä.. Tag für Tag, always the same story... läck isch daaas längwilig!
Guet nei, ha wenigschtens no 3 Täg frei.
De heisst das: Nächscht Wuchä schaffä, dervo 1 Tag uf d'Reis mitem Ussädienscht.
Übernächscht Wuchä: Mänti bis Mittwuch schaffä, Donnschti Friti frei, Samschti am Vormittag ga schaffä, da mir widermau einä vo denä achso kulä Arbeitstäg hei.
Über übernächscht Wuchä: Mänti schaffä, Dsischti frei, Mittwuch bis Friti schaffä.
*gääähn*
Oke das dörft itz niemmer intressiert ha oder de sägä di meischtä "di spinnt ja"...aber ächt. Mä würd doch gschider mira numä 1 Wuchä Feriä machä. Wöu de hättämer wider 2x meh Schueu u denn chönntmä Franz repetierä oder was weiss ig... aber nei, di armä Lehrer bruchä ja Feriä.... tses.
Naja. Het itz eifach grad usämüessä! =)

Guet Nacht

Laaaangeweile....

2006-09-26T09:08:00.000+02:00

Mir isch wider eis hönnä längwilig ir Budä... ha umä nüm ztüä, das isch soooo müehsam.... i wott di lehr ändlech düräha!!!

ds Wuchenänd naht..

2006-09-21T20:58:00.000+02:00

juhu, äs isch scho Donnschtig!

Itz muesi morn no 8 1/2 stung lang schaffä u när.... Wuuuuuuuuuchenänd!!! Entspannä, nüt machä, usschlafä, keni Sorgä, öpis schöns mit mim Schätzu ungernä... was gits schöners?

Leider duret di heili Wäut aubä numä 2 Täg... viiiu zweni wemä mi fragt aber mi fragtmä ja ni ;)

eh uf au fäu: I fröiä mi u i wirdes gniessä.

Ps: Dä Post isch itz für nüt gsi aber was machtmä nid aus wes eim längwilig isch..

A funny evening

2006-09-16T00:32:00.000+02:00

Sodeli, back at home.

Bi 3x 3. wordä, jewilä nach Beni u Jvan.
D'Ranglischtä isch eigläch geng glich gsi:
1. Beni
2. Jvan
3. Dany
4. Lisa
5. Flavia

mir hei ä mords luschtigä Abä gha, o wes äs paar Idiotä het gha wo üses gwünschtä "Bonnie & Clyde" Lied usägschobä hei ir Jukebox.... naja, aber ab däm regtmäsech nid gross uf.

Ds Outofahrä isch eis Goudi gsi, da d'Madame Lisa dr Füehrerschin no nid so lang het u zmitzt uf dr Strass mau ä Rundi dr Charä absteut =D
Aber Unfau heimer kenä bout, mir si aui no munter u zwäg, wenn o sehr müed.

U stinkä tüemer leider o nach Rouch, da ds Rouchverbot ds Bowlincenter o nid erreicht het. Seis drum.

Hammer Abä, mersi Mädels u Jungs, das bruchts!!!
Fröiä mi uf ds nächschtmau...

I'll love you...always!

2006-09-15T17:32:00.000+02:00

This romeo is bleeding, but you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings that this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me, now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter, but without you, I give up

Now I can't sing a love song like the way its meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there, forever and a day - Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say good bye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
Touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers, try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a woman

When she holds you close, when she pulls you near
When she says the words you've been needing to hear
I wish I was her 'cause those words were mine
To say to you till the end of time

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there, forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face, there's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck in these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams and our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

Yeah I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there, forever and a day - Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I love you - Always - Always ...

Dä Song isch fürnä ganz bestimmtä Ma... dä woni dermit asprichä weises u i wett ihm -einisch me- mit däm Song mitteilä, wi sehr i ihn liebä...

Bowling!!!

2006-09-15T13:14:00.000+02:00

Oleee hüt ischs widermau so wit, Bowling isch agseit ds Rubigä! =)

I wirdä äuä grottäschlächt si, bi aubä sehr unkonstant, aber das macht o nüt, de muesi emu ke Rundi usgä wöui nid gwinnä =D

Aber äs isch doch geng schön, widermau mit minä Liebä ä kulä Abä ds verbringä, gwinnä hin oder här :)

Resultat chömä de speter :D

Miss Schweiz

2006-09-10T13:35:00.000+02:00

Ein Durchgang in Hautengen Anzügen, mit einem Hüftschwung der alles an Lächerlichkeit übertrifft, weil sich die Füsse in grausamen High-heels quälen.
Ein Durchgag in Bikinis, wieder in High-heels, deren Absätze höher sind als der Mount Everest. Der Körper besteht aus Haut, ein bisschen Fleisch und Knochen.
Ein Durchgang im Abendkleid, die allesamt schön sind, aber wieder diese verfluchten High-Heels....

Was ist das? Genau, die Miss Schweiz Wahlen.
Gestern Nacht wurde die Tessinerin Christa Rigozzi zur "schönsten" Schweizerin gekürt. Weil sie blond ist? Weil sie schlank ist? Oder weil sie Kriminologie studiert? Man weiss es eigentlich nicht genau, hauptsache die Schweiz hat eine neue Miss.

So eine Wahl ist in meinen Augen aber einfach nur lächerlich.
Spindeldürre Frauen mit den sogenannten Traummassen 90-60-90 schwingen innerhalb von zwei Stunden 3mal ihre Hüften. Nein, eigentlich spicken sie ihre Hüften, nach links, nach rechts, grausam. Aber immer mit einem Lächeln!

Die 6 Frauen, die es bis in den Halbfinal schaffen, müssen nacheinander die gleiche Frage beantworten. Ansonsten reden sie nicht viel, ausser im Vorstellungsabschnitt, wo sich jede kurz präsentiert. Fazit: Man weiss eigentlich nach 2 Stunden nicht genau, wer diese Christa Rigozzi wirklich ist. Achso, sie hat ja jetzt ein Jahr Zeit sich zu etablieren, sich zu zeigen. Ok.

Ich gebe zu, sie ist einigermassen hübsch. Aber reicht das? Ja, anscheinend schon.
Trotzdem. Der Titel "Miss Schweiz" ist in meinen Augen zu nichts zu gebrauchen. Man hat dann vielleicht ein wenig mehr Prestige, mehr Status, kommt leichter zu Jobs. Aber sonst... ein besserer Mensch wird man dadurch nicht. Ausserdem gibt es viele, viele Frauen in der Schweiz, die viel mehr mitbringen als eine sogenannte Miss Schweiz.

Schafft diese Wahl ab, jeder hat seine eigene Miss oder seinen eigenen Mister!

Eignungstest...

2006-09-10T11:04:00.000+02:00

..bestanden!!

60% bruchts, 71% hani gmacht.
Ja oke, isch chli weni, aber houptsach bestandä =)
Chlini Überraschig: Bim Chopfrächnä hets 89% gschneit.. hätti nid dänkt.
Derfür im Franz numä 61% *g* was söus, isch ja numä Franz.

So, ds Läbä isch wider chli liechter, itz muesi ke Math me lehrä u ha das Gstürm hingermer. Itz wird mau ä Rundi beworbä, o wes nid priorität het.

Mersi für d'Ungerstützig Phipu =)

Schule!!!

2006-09-07T12:04:00.000+02:00

Juhuuuu äs isch Donnschti, mir hei Schueu.
Äs isch eifach herrlech, unger Glichautrigä ds si, ds blödelä, mau chli nüt zmachä,
am Lehrer zuäzlosä u chli ds färbelä....

Oder ufem Fänschterbrätt ds hockä u ds sünnelä... Oder oder oder.... herrlech!

I vermissä d'Schueu am Mittwuch sehr. Äs isch haut eifach Abwächslig, Erholig,
äs fägt, o we d'Fächer mängisch asträndend, längwilig oder müehsam si und o
wemer hüt Nami ä Rächnigswäsätescht hei. (drücketmer Dümmä)

Drum liebi Ching, diä wo no id Schueu gö u diä wo das eventuell mau viläch läsä: Gniesset
d'Schueu! Machet viu Seich mit dä Kollegä, stöht jedä Morgä uf u dänket dra:
irgendeinisch wird das verbi si, de darfi nüm so viu id Schueu.
Auso liebi Lütlis, Schueu isch herrlech :D

Schön wärs...

2006-09-06T13:14:00.000+02:00

Hei Schatz, da wetti itz grad am liebschtä mit dir si.... :)

Bammel vor einem Eignungstest

2006-09-06T10:40:00.000+02:00

Mittwoch, 6. September 2006.
No 3 Täg bis zum Eignigstescht Polygrafin ds Bärn.
Dä Tescht geit vom 9i bis am haubi 2, inkl. Pousä. I ha Angscht dervor, wük.
Prüeft wird Läseverständnis, dütschi u französischi Grammatik, Logischs Dänkä, Merkfähigkeit, Chopfrächnä u Geometrie.
Di erschtä drü gö ja no, das dörft nid schlimm si. Aber dr Räscht?! Hilfe!! So fis, au mini Schwechinä wärdä am meischtä prüeft... aber ja, machämer ds Beschtä drus. Äs si ja no drü Täg....

Auf in den Kampf :)

17:30

2006-09-05T17:34:00.000+02:00

Haubi sächsi, Firabä!!!

Bi froh chani gli hei... i hoffä emu äs isch gli, je nach däm wiviu chundä dasmer no hei. d'Sunnä bräntet vom Himu u i mues no id Stadt, chas auso eigläch gar nid gniessä u ha dr Tag wi gseit eigläch vergüdet mit Schaffä. Aber mi Schatz hetmer äs uuu kuls Ufmunterigs-SMS gschickt, das macht ds läbä doch scho chli liechter... =)

Mi Teddy, i liebä di!!!

Arbeit = Langeweile

2006-09-05T13:20:00.000+02:00

I hockä da im Büro, a mim Puut u zeuä d'Minutä bises haubi 6i isch.I ha müä, sehr müä mitem schaffä. Füehlä mi wi im 1. Lehrjahr, ha eifach ke Fröid u aus schnägget mi a... fingä aus so gschlimet grosskotzet doof... exgüse für mini Ussprach!
aber i chönnt di Zit woni da im Büro abhockä u doofi Arbeitä machä wük gschider verbringä... mit lehrä nämlech. Überlegä mer obi morn söu blau machä u "chrank"si....

I wirdä gottäfroh si we Ouguscht 2007 isch wöu denn isch d'Lehr (hoffentlech weni nid gheiä) fertig u de chani hoffentlech öpis machä womer gfaut u woni nid jedä Morgä ä Krisä schiebä..

I hoffä öich aunä da ussä geits besser u dir heit Spass!

Hallo....?

2006-09-04T20:58:00.000+02:00

Huhu, ist da jemand?

Itz bini auso o onläin.... häi das geit fängs wi ds Bisiwätter hüt zu Tags!
Weis grad ni was stussä, drum verschoni nech mau....

Wird de speter no gnuä kriblet u kräblet u kritzlet u poustet